Lawrence a greedy boy
Dear bloggy,
God had given me such wonderful parents, proper food, proper place to stay, many friends, but why do i ask for more, why can’t i just shut the hell up and stop asking God for more..why my heart want someone so badly, I keep telling myself, i have love from my God,parents, and my friends, but why the hell do my heart keep asking for a relationship? why am i build like that, such a greedy human….damn……i wish to destroy that love hormones within me, its not fair, if i love a girl some other guy may like her too, and if the girl leave him, it builds jealousy…..SHIT…I HATE IT…I WANT TO DESTROY IT SO BADLY…I WISH TO RIP THAT PART OUT OF MY LIFE….STUPID LAWRENCE…SO FKIN GREEDY..
GREEDY BOY!!
GREEDY BOY!! WHY?????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
where is that part you used to say to urself? *i just want to see smiles on peoples faces and that completes my life*….huh? what happen to it……dammmm myself……**(*)*)#@*()$#$($#*$*
help me god, why am i build like that…i just dun understand why..why would a man love a women,and why would a women love a man……….and if love is that important, why must we have faces…why??!! when we have faces, we judge, WHY??!!
dammit..i bet no one in this world can answer this question