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Archive for July, 2007


PJ CHALLENGE A REAL CHALLENGE?

Today i woke up at around 6am and my big brother told me that today there will be a charity run at amcorp mall to bukit gasing.Well i was happy so i can jog with my mom and my brothers. Maybe running is kinda boring and tiring,really drains up lots of energy. I have also read a magazine saying that if you have sex one time,it is equivalent of Jogging for 5 miles..o.O..really? i dun know whether its true…YI gang knows about this a lot. We reached amcorp mall at arond 7.15 and there was many people..mostly teenagers fron INTI college..yi gang..when u are reading this u may be wondering are there any babes? well..there are but they are not suitable for u..haha..u may be wondering why i am talking about this lame kid..maybe those u read my blog, u can visit his friendster.http://www.friendster.com/gangbangame . The whole charity run was not a run..it was a charity walk..and we have to follow orders and only walk in 3 lines..but lucky me i and my brothers was in front including my mom^^..but on the way down back i run back all the way to amcorp mall..YEAH man i am First..but most of the people seem like they have no mood to run. This is the first time i attended a run like this..but at least we go certificate including those who finish last too^^.

sadness within and loniness

Nowadays..i feel kinda left out from the society even though i mix around with my pals. I just really wonder why some people really just ignore me..even when i message them through msn..sometimes i have to wait very long for a reply or just a fast reply saying that they are busy.haiz..i just don’t know why i am sad and feel lonely when my friends are not around…even though i have a very loving Brother i dun seem to find my home a good place to have a complete PEACE even in uni. SO most of the time when i come home, i just go out skating.

PAINFUL END FOR ME BUT GOOD FOR OTHERS

Today i just blocked a friend of mine. The reason i do this is all BECAUSE OF NICHOLAS LEE YI GANG. YI GANG MISUSE my trust.That friend that i know was a fun and very open minded person and nice to talk too. I avoided talking to that person because of his/her friends..who is super fanatic over his/her. Better avoid that person and let her in peace especially her friends. I didn’t know singaporeans are so protective over someone. Anyway i learnt a great lesson,always keep your anger away from ur friends and just let it out at our ownself.  Felt a bit hurt now cause of my actions..anyway i won’t be looking back but it will sure leave some bitter and sweet memories that we shared in the game maple.

YI gang was a starter to this main problem..u wanna know more ask him.(sorry ar..yi gang i have to vent out my anger here..but i still forgive you just dun repeat ur mistake)

Angry or Dissapointed?

This was suppose to be my happy day,when i reach Utar,i just went directly in the computer lab to check my mail. Just when i checked my friendster..i noticed many weird comments from my Friends. Yep Friends. so i went to their profiles and then noticed that some guy login into my account and posted some f*#king lame messages to a girl. She reacted by posting a comment back to my page..and when i read that it just made me think that she was pissed off and i felt bad. My math result was bad too only 24. Hope i can do better nextime..my life in uni seems very lifeless..just hanging around with some friends who dun appreciate what i do and only need me when they feel they need to or else they just do thier stuff..well about the deleted friends..i just don’t like to go on furthur anymore it only pisses me off really bad. Hope i will cool down soon.

Disclaimer:when i am angry on my friends just because they did something wrong,doesn’t mean i won’t forgive them..time will do its job..

TWO DAYS OF ABSOLUTE HEAVEN AND HELL

6th of JULY
woke up very early,and then reached my uni at around 7.45am.nobdy was around there and the hallway was just complete silence. wow that was cool"i think to myself,why not just pop on the table and rest till yi gang and my friends arrives". when i was abvout o do that a student came in,crap,can’t sleep on the table anymore.
so i decide to do a little math…waited for about 20 minutes and then one of my friends came. Notice the fat kid from the bio stream who gave me the pokemon file…pik min,emma,and few other ppl were there. MAN they come so early just dying to finish their programming…so hardworking..i thought pik min finished everything but he didn’t…i just wonder why he didn’t finish it even though he is good in programming sometimes..
well..the computer open at around 8.15am and then i went in the internet lab and met one of the administrators..we chatted about the security of utar computers about how to buff up the security. after that i went in the computer lab and checked yi gang’s assignment..many errors.Bonnie came in with her friends and then i helped her with her programming..i noticed her reaction everytime i talked to her..she seemed to ignore eye contact..I wonder why..maybe she’s a bit to shy.
Most of bonnie’s friends were all busy obsess with their assignment..out of all of them Emma was the serious one.MAybe those of u will start to wonder why do i observe too much..thats my habit. By doing this almost everytime, I gain experience on how to spot people’s feeling and try to help them. well..i love to help people but sometimes i help too much till i forget about myself..thats the problem of me..i am so lame. Anyway when yi gang came in, i helped him and his friend hantin to checked their assignment. All was going well…i just hope i am helpful enogh.
after that we plyed DOta at PG for about one hour and then headed to MCDonalds at secction 14, Yi gang was acting kinda weird because as i was walking up the stairs he started slapping my butt and giving out weird noices"wooo!Wooo!" man he was like an american red indian who is desperate for to molest ppl.yi gang talked about his problems with his sister. he told me that his sister always irritates him..so i came up with a wonderful plan..kinda dirty but it may be effective..HAHA…we tthen headed back to UTAR and continue to do the assignment.
I left Utar at about 3pm after complted helping all my friends assignment..i never said goodbye to her because she was kinda busy.sob..maybe i am stll to shy. my parents immediately drove all the way to perak just to attend my cousin’s wedding. sitted in the car for 3 hours doing nothing..when we reach there it was around 6.30. we then waited for the dinner to start and it only started at 8pm..my stomach at that time was having a massive riot against my brains telling me to chomp some food down..well the fod was yummylicious and delicious..can’t describe it..mmmm the crab flavored sausages..and the fried chicken…mamamiya!! i bet chef wan can’t cook this food..
after eating i then decided  to take a walk around the house and then i suddenly realise it was just opposite my TAi ma and tai kong house…i remembered the sweet memories where me and my brothers will all play outside the house of my taima during chinese new year..she was a very kind and humble lady but she died of old age when i was only 6 years old..whenever i think of her..teras do roll down my eyes..its really sad to see someone very close go away.sob..
afetr the dinner my father suggested to take us for a walk at a nearby fishing village..it was kinda windy that time..i and my brothers then chatted about our childhood…we then came across this bridge where it will lead us far out into beach near he seas many fishing freaks were out tere fishing even though it was kinda late. My broher told me that the bridge was called the "love bridge". It is known to unite couples and strengthen the love. At that moment, i suddenly think of her and i send a message to her saying"good night"..i din get a reply..maybe she was sleeping..
Whenever i think about love, i always remember the bitter feelings i have lastime..i have actually lose confidence in myself and i always tell myself to pull myself together again..those bitter memories do thought me a lesson and in my heart i would really THANk that person who was my best friend and a companion..i dun like to write it on my blogs because maybe that feeling is only kept in my cracked heart.
anyway.i have too much to tell and looks like i am wasting too much time on this crap.

7th JUly

I thought this was a great day for me because it was the 7of july in the year 2007 which makes it a very special date..7/07/07. our whole family have to attend 2 malay weddings and the food was wonderful. i still can taste the Rendang between my teeth as i am writing this blogs..hehe..gotta brush my teeth soon:P.
JUST When we were about to attend the secong wedding, one of my relatives called up adn said my grandma was robbed and hit hard on the head by the snatch thief and is now in the hospital..the minute we heqard that i and my brother were speechless..we were really worried and we just quickly atend the second weding and then rush back to my grandma house. my grandma was discharge from the hospital because the doctor said she was in an ok condition.THANK GOD!!
THAT snatch thief wacked my grandma’s head with a helmet very hard till she fainted..luckily my grandma’s church members save her immediately at that time because blood was oozing out of her back head..my relaives told me that the patch of blood was still at the front of the church. our relatives reported the incident to the police but they can’t do mcuh because there was no enogh evidence that she was robbed by a malay guy. I just wonder why..why are always chinese people the victim..WTF is wrong with the cops..they are just like sitting ducks..haiz..dun feel like describing anymore..right now.. i really feel like KICKING THAT SNATCH THIEF HARD IN HIS FACE!!!

LAME DAY

2 days ago..yi gang lost his programming assignment.The reason…he played dota till he forgot that he forgot to save his assignment in his thumbdrive..so we have to stay back till nine at UTAR to finish the assignment..everything went well only two errors which cuz me to crack my brains..a silly mistake actually..haiz..juz solved it today. I notice one of my friends lately hantin have problems…hope he can cope with it..i have more things to talk here in my blog but sumtimes i only tell my close friend. My life in uni seem boring..dun really socialize around..always look down onto. ONE DAY I AM GONNA SHOW THOSE PPLL WHO LOOK DOWN ON ME THAT I AM NOT A FAILURE GUY!!! I AM WHO I AM AND I WILL BECOME A SUCCESSFUL NETWORK SECURITY OFFICER!. stupid UTAR administrators, talk so much but dun even know how to completely secure a computer..SO NOOB.

A POKEMONIAC DAY

well,its seems like i didn’t post any blogs for almost a week.oo thats kinda long for me.hmm…how should i start..well,there is this craze going on in my uni..where big boys are still playing pokemon..HAHA^^..the first person who introduce this game to UTAR was a semester 2 guy..he then caught the attention of a few little kids..i was attracted to so i was in the kiddies catagory..hehe^^..only played blue version le(that was 7 years ago)and a bit of crystal version..wanted to try out the leaf green version. The story line was kinda same,where the same lame kid, Ass..oops i mean ash who stays at pallet town goes around the pokemon world kicking some pokemon butt and then store them in some round puny red eggs(pokeballs).During my time when i ws in primary, i played the blue version in a gameboy..but now its on computer where we can change the speed of the game sumtimes the speed is too fast till u dun even know wat the crap MR.OAk is talking about.All we know,MR.OAK loves to crap a bunch. well i started playin just for a few days untill yi gang noticed i was playing it..yi gang was like"ooi wat version? I also want!,I wanna play pokemon"..Well i gave him a copy of it..and that was when the pokemaniac day starts. when i ask him play dota after i do my work,he says"wait for a while i need to train my pokemon(mr.mime)" everytime he says the same thing until i forced him by either pinching him on his ribs or clicking the standby mode button.

Yi gang was not the only pokemaniac,there is more out there.THE TRUTH IS OUT THERE. YI gang never stops training his pokemon..he claims that he is the pokemon pro. actually i have a cat and his name is called "MEW two" and its a psychic pokemon because it can sense when is the best time to shit in my house when i am not around.