why are my friends spinning around?
BAD THINGS THAT HAPPEN IN SEMESTER2
forgot the date adey…that night was suppose to be a party to those who help out in kah yee’s src team. Well,the whole day i was just thinking about heineken..the beer that i like(BUT I HATE BEERS NOW!!)..i bet with ben during my duty and i loss to him one small bottle of heineken…Rm7.80 gone just like that.=.= before the party started our whole house helped out with cleaning the place..ong bought 4 crates of beer…ben bought 2 red wine(not cheap wan la…dunno why some of my housemates say cheap…lolXD). After that we set up the speakers…my speakers combined with candy’s speakers….must better and louder. An indian girl was the first to came followed by kah yee….and the rest. I waited for quite long before i eat cuz was downloading trance techno songs…i love armin van buuren songs. The mee taste very nice to me,cuz i was damn hungry…kelvin passed me the first cup of “beer”(i thought it was pure beer but actually it was a mixture of beer,whiskey,and coke). *CUP NUMBER 1*. Abang Ben came,went upstairs and i brought him one bottle of beer, then he also pleaded me to have one bottle of beer with him.*BOTTLE NUMBER 1*..the first bottle was ok…evertyhing seems calm…but my body gets hotter every 5-10 minutes. I stayed in top in front of my computer playing games..and then suddenly..pop…b0nn13..forwards an email to me…i was semi drunk at that time….and then i remembered all the stupid stuf i did for her..so i got emotional.went down to drink the 2nd bottle *BOTTLE NUMBER 2.*.was told to stay upstairs by iyngran..but i did not listen…so finished the 2nd bottle..i was 60% drunk…Ong handed me a can full of liquor*CUP NUMBER 2*…i just took it and drink a lot…then after a few moments..i felt as though i can’t walk properly…i saw iyngran,ong,kah yee,ben laughing a lot….like clowns. i remembered i was told to sit down and take pictures with them….then i talk a lot of bullshyt to the people around me. I think i said a lot of bad stuff…cuz i am bad. so well…i got drunk…i vomitted on the road..outside the house,in the bathroom and then went to sleep.
Reasons of drinking beer:
1)Wanted to show off that can drink more
2)Feel my life is like meaningless to continue living
3)SOHAI
Effects:
1)Shamed myself in front of everybody
2)self esteem reduced badly
3)people think i am a drinker
4)STUPID MOFO
5)Never gonna touch beer or liquor
Good things that happen
My housemates treated me very well,especially chandra…always cook some things for me…for example..one night he came up to me with a bowl of pasta…i was hungry for a snack at that time. I was touched when he handed half of his pasta for me….i really wanted more of his..MUAHAHAH..but didn’t cuz kinda pity him…i seldom do things to please him. haiz…My roomate also got offer me dumplings also..aiya…so far most of us in our house all happy happy…got sad and angry moments too.
now….got another problem…my best friend…XXXXX..is in trouble…..really finding many things to try to help him..but he will not accept what i give to him…haiz…come on la…dun need keep status le…people really wanna help you with all my heart k? not look down at you le…NEVER LOOK DOWN AT YOU. i pray that God will guide you out from all this troubles.
