MY DAILY BLOG

Dear bloggy,

so bloggy, u like the new background i gave you? =) I love nature a lot…could be going to visit mother jungle tomorrow.

Well..the blood test for the dengue came back negative but the doctor said i have a serious infection. And yes it is…now my throat no more infection..its below my trakea(near my lungs)..it burn someties and it feels uncomfortable… haiz…looks like my health is detorating even though i take daily supplements, neem tablets, spirulina,..etc. My mom bought me all this pills, she spends a lot just on these pills… a good mom indeed. Mom was angry with me today, most of the time she forgets simple thing..so i jokingly says “december i bring you go brain scan”, i din know that would spark her anger and hurt her..she tought that I treat her like an old woman…she say i wun care about her after she old…i really feel hurt and angry…so i just kept quiet..if she say like that, why would i still care for grandma? WHY??!!!!! I know my attitude sometimes piss m mom off, but i know my sorries doesn’t mean anything to her. Suffering from other personal problems + this problem is total………………………. sadness.
Oh ya bloggy, sorry for the bad first…now comes the good part, this week…we get to go in the PABX room in the data center(big big big server room), get to patch phonelines…kinda fun. I think Maybank team is having some problems too…could be some serious malware…i tried to solve it..but can’t…even tried to play with the registry.
This seems to my temporary antidode for my sadness

www.trancefm.co.uk

oh ya…bloggy..amazingly she said “hi” to me yesterday..felt happy to chat with her.