*Thank you*
Dear bloggy,
Been into much hell lately, been through silent war with my roomate 2 weeks ago. The war started because i thought he is hiding something away from me, my first impression was..wtf did he do that? I have known him longer than his another friend..whom he just met few semester ago. This made me think that he is just treating me like a normal friend, rather than a best buddy. Why am i so sensitive…well…if i have a very very good friend..i put my trust in him and we hide nothing from one another and keeps your friends secret.
So actually, i was emo for more than a week, and i avoid talking with my roomate. But just 2 days ago, he had a problems with a girl…and all i did was just put my arms over him and told him that..evrything will be alright…at that time i was not angry with him anymore..but the scars of what he did remains. He had tears on his eyes, and then i told him to be strong, i know my roomate is a strong fella, but everyone has a breakdown point…and that day..he reached that point. After we chat for awhile…he told me that i am actually a good roomate, a friend and he told me that he is glad to have me as his friend. I was really really touched by what he said…i did not cry of course…but i break the walls in my heart between me and him( I AM NOT GAY). He gave me a hug. I don;t really know to express it in words…that what true friendship means. Its one of the key elements in my life that makes me worth to live on. cheah chern swern, i am really sorry for judgeging you from the outside, but never see the real person in you. You are indeed a good friend and a 1519 brother.
PS:
Thank you JESUS, for guiding me and being there for me even in my darkest hour when i tried to suicide.
Thanks Chandra for making me tea almost everyday, Thanks for supporting me when i was down emotionally. You have done more than a friend could actually give.
Thanks Sam for hearing out my problems and a good christian brother. thanks for fetching me to class..even when you are busy and tired.
Thanks narein for listening to my advise and not smoke, thanks for helping me in programming and listening to my problems.
Thanks Eugene for scolding me when i play game for too long…hehe..
Thank you 1519 brothers.
*saying thanks too much is not lame, i say it from a different way, i say it from my heart and i mean it*
